Are All Those Who Are Outgoing Truly Confident?

Short answer: No. Too often I see those who are sometimes the most outgoing being seen as the more confident beings. However, in my mind this could be a front. A fallac social mask put on for show. All the while the introvert stands calmly in a corner, waiting for a meaningful conversation to come along.

I guess what I am getting at here is the introvert is underappreciated. The quiet minds, the ones who don’t need to be the center of attention all the time. I am talking about those who are content with the little things in life. Those who have suffered enough unfulfilling conversations with judgmental people to the point where introspection is better. To the where drowning things out have become a better option, than absorbing when it comes to certain people.

Those who are truly confident don’t need validation from other people. They can stand alone or in a group. They are adaptable. They know when something isn’t good for them, but instead I giving up on people; they have the confidence they could help. And the introverts have introspected enough to have empathetic qualities.

An outgoing, rude type of person, relies on validation from others too much. Leading to a narcissistic type personality where everyone around them becomes a source of energy for their false self esteem. They speak more than listen. Move more than sit still. Project more than introspect.

A lot of these types of people have deep rooted hidden esteem issues and oftentimes seek someone with a more introverted personality as a tool to boost themselves. Why? Once again I believe introverts are more empathetic and less narcissistic. They make wonderful scapegoats simply because their reactions are either minimal or come from empathy. Let us not forget kindness is not weakness. Silence is not always ignorance. And some of the most outgoing people wear masks. So appreciate all kinds of people, not just the loudest.

Down On My Luck

I’m feeling like a dog left to the side of the road

All frozen by now, left to be cold

let you inside of my soul

Now I can’t figure out what I was sold

Have me feeling like I’m in clouds

Then flying down in a rocket ship

But I don’t know if I’ll be safe and sound

Or eating dirt at the end of this

Don’t have money, but I have a frown

Don’t have many friends,

don’t just keep anyone around

I fear you feel I’m better getting lost than found

Hard to have faith, when you’re face says I’ll be replaced by a crown

And so I think

 

No one gives a f***

No one gives a f***

Down on my luck

Down on my luck

Have a lot of heart

But it’s never enough

For the shallow minds

Who muffle out those with real love

 

I’m feeling like I’m driving in circles

Through all your fake friends like their infomercials

Give me a break, they lift half a curtain

Don’t let me see beyond it cuz their motives are uncertain

I like to keep to myself but you want a different version

Don’t want to accept me, rather have me hurting

Don’t care about what I think,

Just want me to be subservient

But you don’t know boundaries,

walls are all open

Fed me your poison

now the skies closed up a portion

Screw all of you, I’ll stay home, unspoken

While you use your last bar token..

With the fake notion their real

Admidst all the poison

I’ll stand proud but not make a sound

Done with all you secretly causing me frowns

So narricistic, can’t realize how they put me down

So quick to give up on earning trust but but want me around?

 

No one gives a f***

No one gives a f***

Down on my luck

Down on my luck

Have a lot of heart

But it’s never enough

For the shallow minds

Who muffle out those with real love

 

 

 

 

 

 

The Sky

The sky

The earth cracks

But we all stay somehow intact

Floating on the edges of hemispheres

Barely tact

And we all are blessed

But a lot of us don’t need blessings

We need love

Love

Above anything

So let us bring

Our own knowledge

Be conscious

Not asleep

Avoid selfishly fake

Or cannot take

The struggle

Get ready for battle

I have you

I had you

No dues do

I’m glad to

 

So don’t cry my dear

Or keep it all on the inside

I fear

We are all encompassed in lies

So please don’t hide behind the narrative

You know we cannot keep this..

Going

It’s dead on the inside

 

Hypocrisy

It’s hypnotic I see

The bias has all us in a blasphemy

I see the future and let it be

Have high hopes so I can cope

I use it as fuel for a century

Don’t look at me like I’m a threat

You should thank me

I feel your pain from miles

Could never hate you

See?

I’m just trying to keep my mind going

Taking notes in, but you’re approaching

Rather quickly

I’m frozen

But can’t keep scolding

Your sold in

Your own lies.

 

 

 

 

Eyes Speak Volumes

Overconfident chicks

Running their mouths but can’t spit

Claiming if they saw me, they’d try to hit

But I’d dodge Matrix style, make them quit

And I don’t have time for a trial

you already pled the fifth

Supposively got a crappy boyfriend

But I’m sure he’s had enough of your cheating sh*t

Always two sides to a story,

Your narrative is the sneaky dramatic chick

Maybe I don’t play your game

Had enough of putting on a mitt

So go play with some other people’s lives

Since you have so much to hide

Or stayed locked inside

Until you can act like a lady…

You act shady baby

 

 

Don’t play me

Eyes speak volumes

If you can’t look at me

I don’t think that you ought to

Cuz I see right through your character chick

I write narratives, so I see through your sh**

 

Fake chicks

Can’t back off,

So I wait until they throw a fit

Cuz everyone always buys into their bull****

But in time I’ll expose what you all lack

Cuz they can’t find a single man to attack

Sticking their nose indirectly in my business

Like it’s the epitome of their existence

And the more I resist this

I’ll look like the evil resistance

its the perfect equation for persuasion

But I see all your mascarading

Better move on with no hesitation

You can come watch, my love is like a proclamation

Anyone who leaves it, needs rehabilitation.

 

Don’t play me

Eyes speak volumes

If you can’t look at me

I don’t think that you ought to

Cuz I see right through your character chick

I write narratives, so I see through your sh**.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Ignore Me

Just ignore me

I’ll walk into the woods alone

Drenched to the bone

In nothing but empty promises

Was there something I missed?

Did I not give enough of a kiss?

After I suffered through the opposite of bliss?

Reached the conclusion

I’m transparent

Most can’t stand it

Shut off all their orifices

To play a game

So take your mitt

Or your glove will be lit

As you now play with a bare hand

Don’t feel so much in command?

Try feeling left for dead in quicksand

Everytime you say something not in demand

 

I keep imagining I’m homeless

One step away

Can’t even promote this

Laugh at me, but some sold us

Turned us on one another

Made us tools against the voiceless

 

Just ignore me

I’d rather be left now

Then be around someone who makes me feel lonely

How many times have I only wanted someone to hold me?

Instead of scold me for everything I see?

Why does it feel like everyone avoids reality?

Why does it feel I’m living in your fallacy?

Why can’t certain people understand I’m just trying to be…

Myself

Not like them or someone else

Or not your trophy put on a shelf

 

I keep imagining I’m homeless

One step away

Can’t even promote this

Laugh at me, but some sold us

Turned us on one another

Made us tools against the voiceless.