I think I found him
he was hiding behind a bunch of girls
who didn’t matter at the bar
just waiting for me to come along
cuz’ I usually don’t like to be the fawn
being chase around as if I am in heat
but the fire hasn’t been lit
so I usually don’t complete
a thought with another
let alone meet
and come out of cover
but this battle has been eating me alive inside
I can only hold down my pride and try
to keep my heart from frostbite
but I somehow end up in the middle of a storm
end up the last person home…
and always alone…
he was there
in the cold
he gave the warmth
that makes me moan
bite my lip like a child
yet feel so grown…
laugh until I love
until I believe
everything done by man
can be undone
by a sincere hand…..
I think I found him
in the rhythm of his body
the instructional manual is of no use
for love this wild and loose
is rooted in past despair
of never finding anyone to care
and until our eyes met…
time didn’t exist baby
no one could save me
from hibernating
with my own frostbitten heart….
no one could break my cycle
of being torn apart
by my own nurturing hand
knew the blood on my sleeves
would eventually be seen
by the eyes who mirror mine..
and I am no longer afraid of myself
I am in essence beside myself with you…