The sky looks different today

compared to all the years I’ve seen it

Stood around trying to engage it

all the while running in circles

watch all the hurdles

instead of jumping over them….

Finding out all those who said we were friends

were coming to an end…

so I stopped all the pretend…

swallowed the truth so I could transcend

And all the people I thought I had in my corner

came to an end,

but I am glad I didn’t send

the letters I wrote full of hate

because I could anticipate their fate…

And they still stand alone

surrounded by those people

Still standing around

Tense as a steeple

Still falling down

pretending they’re not weak, oh

how do they sleep at night

where their dreams create less fright

then their assembles realities…

oh spare me the atrocities

all you did is point at my anomalies

sit your problems on top of me

trying to make avoid gaining dignity

eradication

annihilation

was your answer to my desolation

which left me to find my own proclamation….

left me in my own head….

suffering with the opposite of idealization…

And they still stand alone

surrounded by those people

Still stand around

Tense as a steeple

Still falling down

pretending they’re not weak, oh

How can they sleep at night

When their nightmares take flight

until reality makes them contrite

until they sit down and realize the fight

only led to eradication

total annihilation of oneself.