I can’t even take this no more

I look at the four walls

And I feel like I’m drowning on the floor

Not drowning half the time even from my own mistakes…

But feeling like most people want to curb stomp my face

And I don’t even know why, I usually put all my pride aside…

Not gonna lie, if you poke long enough at me

You might get some spitfire…

Oh,  by the way you’ve been lookin’ kinda tired…

Like you’re all stressed out, knowing your mental clock has expired…

forgetting just like one of us you once came from nothing

once no on knew your name, when you were not something…

Now you think you’re god, and some small egos you can crush…

So proud of all the confidence you cost all of us?

Oh c’mon please, if you are going to step to me..

Learn how to do your ADL’s & please brush your teeth…

And no fool, this rhyme will never be complete

Cuz’ I’m running on years of fire sitting underneath me

Something your mind doesn’t seem to comprehend you see

Or maybe you forgot how it once was…

To be told: “you’re nothing by someone, you’re just underneath me”

But see, the humble don’t speak those words ever to me

And your so called third eye is blind and really can’t see…

You’re just digging yourself six feet under

in all of your recent blunders…

Hold up fool, your personality is all up in a sunder…

 

That’s right…

Just sing your own tune…

I’ll be over here,

With my headphones on

trying not to ruin you…

And while you think I am just crying in my room..

Don’t think for a second

I won’t have more fire than you

I won’t have more fire than you…

 

I can’t take this no more

I look at the four walls

And it feel like you’re hovering above the floor…

Just lurking around my halls

Like some child on the interweb

Sending your squad instead

A pathetic weapon, your mental form of lead…

You see, But I truly gave you a chance to step to me…

Be a real person and not become my enemy..

But the story changed when you let others degrade me

For no good reason but their own deep rooted jealousy…

And don’t even think for a second this song is all about thee..

Don’t flatter yourself so much, it’s about a lot of people I see…

Who can’t handle not being liked, can’t let people be..

So go run out to the playground, then get yourself an ice cream…

Should I tie your sneakers, while apparently I’m the baby?

Oh just keep whining my name out of your mouth…

It might end up saving me….

 

That’s right…

Just sing your own tune…

I’ll be over here

trying not to ruin you

Headphones on,

while you think I am just crying in my room..

Oh, don’t think for a second

I won’t have more fire than you

I won’t have more fire than you…

Oh yeah…

Just sing your own tune over there…

I tried to step in and actually care…

But most people keep playing your enabler

Just to keep you from going anywhere…

But I really hope you get better before nobody is there.