My eyes can no longer dry from yesterday
Can’t seem to look anyone in the eye today
Heart is heavy like it’s full of aspertane
Heart swollen like doesn’t want to play..
All these games anymore..
Everyone can walk away think they’ve won
I’ll sit alone like I’ve always done
Add your mask to the collection I’ll have forever ingrained in my mind..
I just want to stare at the sun
Until it is no fun
I don’t want to listen to anyone
I just want to shut all your mouths
Because most can’t love without starting with doubt
My soul feels stuck in a casket, left to lay
All day in filth & waste away
You all enclosed it all in, watched me from the outside all day
Turned on lights from a far and had me checking bulbs, okay?
Now my eyes are so swollen, I can’t even see
Tears won’t stop falling,
Emotionally put me on a balcony
And if I look over the edge you call me crazy…
So I just stare now at the sun
It’s the only thing bringing light in this narrative
where you leave me to end up..
Broken and undone?
Blaming myself for everyone.