Pretty soon I’ll go away
Everyone gives up when the rain comes their way
Think life’s about sipping on sours
Can’t find where time went, ahead of tomorrows
Done with trying to take on your sorrow
Place all the blame, but I’m always the same
Never give up, to the point where I’m losing the game
You are the one driving me insane
Partially I am somewhat to blame
But you sit and act like you’re perfect
So worth it
Got me hurting
Under the fires you lit
Go ahead and label me
Idiocracy
Had enough of proving myself to people who want to compare me
To others
Step back or I’ll attack
You don’t stand up for me
Just sit back
Let me be a doormat
While my enemies remain intact
No you don’t have my back
You’d rather waste my time
When I don’t have a dime
Don’t know how it feels to be blind
When you look at the sun
Pretty soon I’ll go away
You seem to not see my decay
Can’t talk about it
You’ll lie anyway
Project it on to me in a manipulative way
Done with being second
Everyone else gets to stay
Options awaiting
Wandering eyes always looking for a new Prey
Really attractive, definitely gets in the way
Of me trusting you
So stay away
Keep treating me like I’m not enough
To be your crutch
But I thought this was all about love
But that’s obviously a bit too much
For you to handle
So get ready for battle
I’ll get my saddle
Be on a better path
With or without you
My heart leaving a trail of red from the past
You might see someday
Instead
Of all the judgments.