I hope she’s worth all of my scars
But she’s just like you
So you’ll end up back at the bar
Collecting them all
Like they’re monopoly cards
Make sure to give her my pearls
Tell her she’s like the stars
Then shoot her down with your comet
Send her off to Mars
Won’t even admit
The spilt came from far
Before that night
When you drove my car
And it felt like I was with a ghost
While my own engine couldn’t start….
All I wanted was to hold you
Take away your pain
But I couldn’t hold onto you
And stay sane
So many people want to blame
When the cycle keeps going
They just chose to be the same
I hope it’s all worth hurting me
She’s just like you
So go ahead
And throw away years of our history
Could of had a fairytale everyone could see
But I still can’t believe the way you purposed to me?
Didn’t even bother to get on one knee
Told me to tell your friend
Make her angry with jealousy
I didn’t know whether to cry or feel happy
Felt like I was just a pawn in your game
Now I see
It was never going to become reality
So many wounds
But I’d rather be
Alone, than lay down with a lie
Who can never admit they hurt me?
And only dry the tears in their eyes.