Had a dream I almost saved you
But in the end
I saved me
Falling staircases was all I could see
You, slowly
Falling away from me
With a chosen insanity
Feeling so empty
So cold to be
Watchin’ you fall into vanity
Everything is my fault you said to me
While sippin’ on a bottle of Hennessey
My tears silently coming down
With such a sad sight to see
You destroying yourself so naturally
Having so little energy
Not even remembering what you said to me
Treated me like a peasant
Not a majesty
While I tried to be
your fantasy
Wish it had some gravity
But you always get rid of me
Over a tongue of lies
What a tragedy
And soon you’ll see
I’m not a star
But a galaxy
Not going to ever wake up
In your version of reality
Facing the trauma
Alone you see
Done being tough
When you broke me
Not afraid to crush your fake fantasy
Came out enough
Now I’m your worst enemy
With all this empathy
Hate brings nothing but toxicity
Had a dream I almost saved you
But in the end
I saved me
Running people was all I could see
You choosing to burn me
With a mind full of vengeance
What a sight to see
Really burning all your misogyny
Treating women like their nothing
But a trophy
How alone it was to be
Feeling like you wanted me partially
Not emotionally
Could have a narcissistic personality
Maybe sociopathic tendencies?
Either way
It’s not for me to see
Hope you find what turns you into
A fantasy
And not a catastrophe
Cuz your smiles radiates such energy
But your darkness could destroy the world’s gravity
But I’d still love you
Even if I had to take my last breath
Even if it meant no more happiness.